From the diary,

EXPECTANCE.  
Once it has fallen

Twice would it fall?I need this to carry on

It was in November/December

If I stand it leads me to the next path

But I can’t check,

Because there is fear in my mind

I have been procastinating

There is still fear in my mind

EXPECTANCE.

 Part 2 (January)

Yes I have checked

And I have failed the M word

Now I am doing May/June

My mind is still full

I have learnt that hard work is the road to success

But when you keep working

And you still don’t have the result you want

What do you do?

Mariam Animashaun.